He could have lost both Sarah and Zoe in one instant and never known. Just the thought of what might have been sent his mind into overdrive. If Zoe hadn’t survived scenes like yesterday at the zoo would never have happened. How would Sarah have coped with the loss alone? Without comfort or anyone to share the burden and pain?
And Sarah…what if she hadn’t survived? It was unlikely anyone would have told him. He would have gone on searching never knowing it was futile. What would have happened to Zoe then? Would Ruth have taken her in? Maybe the Grandma Ya-Ya she mentioned? Tailor? Would he even have been given a chance to meet his daughter and mourn Sarah’s loss?
God! He was such an i***t!
Unaware of his inner turmoil Zoe happily hummed as she ate. Under her chair Daisy waited for any
