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Akira My heart is pounding so hard that I can hear it through my ears. Goodness! What does he mean by that? "Never leave me." Though it's just a simple sentence, it has more emotions that any other words. I force my body to relax and pretend it is just his drunken mess. Who am I kidding? I know its answer, I know the what he meant and I just don't want to acknowledge it. I can feel it through thudding of my heart, through tightness of my tummy. I sense it in my blood. If only I could pretend to be oblivious, it wouldn't hurt this much. Then why am I feeling cold? Because you are also afraid of it. Afraid of holding on him. Afraid of falling for him! Falling in love with him! No! Of course not! I can't fall in love with him. I just can't. It's absurd to even think of it.