Akira
My heart is pounding so hard that I can hear it through my ears.
Goodness!
What does he mean by that?
"Never leave me."
Though it's just a simple sentence, it has more emotions that any other words.
I force my body to relax and pretend it is just his drunken mess.
Who am I kidding?
I know its answer, I know the what he meant and I just don't want to acknowledge it. I can feel it through thudding of my heart, through tightness of my tummy.
I sense it in my blood.
If only I could pretend to be oblivious, it wouldn't hurt this much.
Then why am I feeling cold?
Because you are also afraid of it. Afraid of holding on him. Afraid of falling for him! Falling in love with him!
No!
Of course not!
I can't fall in love with him. I just can't. It's absurd to even think of it.
