The Wolf Within My Love

Chapter 6

    I’m not good with words, never have been, I probably never will. I really do think I am falling for this guy but what do I do and is this feeling really love? I guess that’s something I would have to find out. I walk out of the kitchen with so many questions in my head. I finally decided to go and ask. I don’t see him in the living room and the door to the gym is still wide open from when I had left. SO I walk up the stairs and to his room, I stop at the door and can hear him moving around. I knock slowly, not sure if I should be doing this. He looks at me with a grin, which just turns me on even more. I go over and sit on the bed, not sure how I’m going to ask my questions.

    “Sooo… If I’m your mate, how would my life change?”

    “That’s actually a simple answer, I wouldn’t change at all. You could still go to work and live a normal life.”

    “What are you leaving out of that?”

    “The only thing that would change is that there would be more of me around, my kind I mean. They would know your my mate because of my smell, it’s kind of an imprint I will leave that only werewolves would see. We would still be like any other couple.”

    “I was shocked, I would have a normal life but just be part of his as well.”

    “Do you have a pack? Is that even possible?”

    “Yes, I have a pack, but here is another thing with that before you ask. Yes, there are alpha's and lucky for you I am the alpha of my pack.”

    “Are we really mate’s?”

    “... yes, but to complete the mating we have too… let's just say we have to do adult things.”

    “Are you the one blushing now?”

    “Umm, yes”

    “Well, can you feel how I feel as well?”

    “Yes, just like you are scared, not sure if you love me, and horney.”

    I couldn't help but to freeze, he could say that like it was nothing but couldn’t just say s*x. I could feel between my legs get warm and wet. My body wanted him and to be honest so did every part of me. I wanted to be his mate, lover, friend, and much more. I could see the animal come back into his eyes, and it looked like he was fighting himself to keep the beats coming alive inside. Then I looked down and saw his erection, I knew that if I let it, the bond would be made right now. Something in me told me to wait, and the burn of having touch subsided. I could tell he was readying me, and step back, like he was trying to let me leave. 

    “I won't be able to control myself much longer if you don't leave the room Lisa.”

    I knew it was time to go, I stood up and walked out closing the door behind me. I could hear him mutter something that sounded like ‘s**t’. I walked over to my room and sat down, I wanted to walk right back over there and say f**k it. I wanted to kiss him and let him do things to me that no one had ever done before. I had to stop this for now, they still had to find the person that I was just dating, lock him up and get me out of protective custody. 

    I knew that might take me a while to get out of this mess, just then something hit me like a brick in the face. I could feel him, I could feel his sorrow. He was upset about me, he was afraid he was going to loose me. I wanted to reassure him some how, and that's when he could feel me. He knew I wanted to be with him, that I wanted to go to him. Then he diapered, I couldn’t feel him anymore. This was what he was talking about with the bond, the feelings I would feel from him. I then got up and went to t'he door ready to open it and go to him, but something stopped me. So instead I walked over to the bathroom and started the shower. My robe was already hanging up, I grabbed a towel from the cabinet under the sink and made sure I had clothes ready on the bed. 

    I looked out the window and saw the sun setting, the orange and purple in the sky. I walked back over to the bathroom and started the shower. As I hopped in the water felt so good, washing the sweat off with the sope that smelled like roses. My shampoo smells like coconut and honey, it did wonders for my dark brown curly care. Next was shaving, I was starting to feel human again. Once I was clean and turning off the water, I grabbed the purple tower to dried off. Walking over to the sink grabbing my robe and slipping it on, I looked at my reflection, blue eyes, dark brown hair straight from the water, my curves showed through the robe that was red silk. My boobs were perky but big, my n*****s were hard from the cold air. 

    I was thinking about the way it would feel for his hands to run down my sides, him kissing my neck, and just like that I could feel myself getting wet. I wanted him and I know he could feel it. I heard a knock at my door and walked out of the bathroom to the door. I didn’t hesitate this time at the door like I had done before. 

    “Hey I know this is a bad time but I need to tell you something.”

    “Sure what’s up?”

    “The other thing with that I forgot about was, if you do become my mate I can change you to be like me, a wolf…”

    Just then he realized I was only in a robe, I could feel what he wanted to do to me, it was like a wave of lust and love. It had almost knocked me over, I wanted him just as much as he wanted me. He came up to me closer like he was waiting for me to say yes to him. I hesitated for only a moment, then I leaned into him and kissed his soft lips. Just like that the fire inside of him became out of control.