Chapter 40 – Ben (Lucy) Ben’s Point of View Shell shocked, that is the best way to describe how I am feeling right at this moment as I pull the car up onto the drive. Switching off the engine, I remain in my seat, trying like hell to stop my hands from shaking. I guess that is another of my 9 lives I have used up, 7 more to go. This could have been so much worse, and I know I have to concentrate on the positives, we got all three kids out of there, each of them able to live and tell the tale. But still, my hands will not stop shaking no matter how much I try. I have to get myself under control, today was Lucy’s first day at work, and I want to celebrate that with her, but I cannot stop my body from shaking like a leaf in a storm. Taking a few deep breaths, I close my eyes, seeing ag