Chapter 33 – Josie (Anders)
Josie’s Point of View
What have I done?
I drive around in circles, my body still humming from having s*x with Anders not two hours ago, shame taking over my senses. I ask myself again ‘What have I done?’
The question is spinning around my head in a never-ending cycle of self-loathing, this is not me. I don’t do s**t like that. I have self-respect. Yet the first time I am really put to the test with the Arsehole, I shamelessly gave in.
What will he think of me? More importantly, why do I care?
Tears begin to form in my eyes, as I blink them away, so that I don’t get distracted further from my driving. It is no use though, I need to get myself home, take a long hot bath, because I feel dirty.
I cannot deny, that was the best s*x I have ever experienced
