Ella’s POV
After what had happened with Christian, I had decided to stay away from him as far as I could. I was terrified of him.
Although I kept feeling unbearable pain in my heart, I kept craving for his closeness, I kept craving for anything that was relating to him, I could not dare to leave the room.
The only source that saved me from going insane because of the confusions of my own heart and mind was the closet that contained Christian’s shirts that were full of his scent.
Wearing them gave me some sort of relief. It was unexpected and it was weird but it was what saved me.
And then the moment he entered inside my room by force, I could not decide if I should jump out the window and choose my death or jump inside the room and keep myself calm.
I wanted him gone but I wanted to
