Ella’s POV
I stopped speaking then. It was all that I could say.
He had been doing confusing things to me. Forcing me to stay the f**k away from him and then suddenly acting like I was the only girl in the world that he wanted to f**k.
And then making me feel like a worthless s**t.
He made me horny, a wonton mess of limbs and hungry for his touch. But then he threw me asude like my feelings, my honor, my self respect and my opinion meant nothing at all to him. Like I was nothing in front of him.
I do not know if it, or me had been affecting him or if it was all a stupid, entertaining play to him. But every f*****g piece of it, every f*****g god damn moment of my life that I had spent with him had become a joke.
And now as I looked up at him with nothing but sadness covering my eyes,
