It's difficult to choose

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She is saying what happened? Why are you not talking to me? Why are you doing this thing after the function? I Don't want to reply her that is special I just only want to ask you something else like what happened I want to ask that what does happen between you and Sumit but I didn't want ask that directly for some reason? I ask her if what happened when you hid something with me is that true, then tell me what are you hiding? After a 4 5 min conversation, our conversation changed into fighting. I was very it is and I was thinking when she now she will tell me all the truth things but she couldn't after some minutes the reply comes that I am I doing nothing with you then I ask tell me what does a relation between you and me? What did you do? Who am I for you? reply and what happened why are you asking questions I I don't know why are you asking this type of what happened tell me me, I am very confused why she creating this much of confusion in ne. After a minute, I directly ask if I can tell me about the relationship between you and Sumit Kulkarni? Did you know about Sumit Kulkarni? Who is Sumit Kulkarni from how you know Sumit Kulkarni from how you know how you know each other? After a minute, she saw a message for a while. She said "BYE!" and goes offline I didn't understand what does it happen why did SHE doesn't reply me I am very confused about this I was very disappointed that why are why not replying the popularly , I was very angry about her Reaction, was thinking about her and text her continuously that what happened why are you not replying me why are you not you not not are you not  you not telling about me what happened tell me the truth please I want all the truth but she goes offline and doesn't tell me anything to me I was very disappointed and very disturbed I was thinking that I want to know this thing only today at any condition I put my phone on the bed I go to the washroom and fresh up and I decided that I went to the Shreya’s house and ask her that tell me what the truth condition I go all the way from her I go to Washroom and change my dress and I took my keys from my table I run to the bike is very for web to the Shreya’s house is very normal for me first before also for meet her parents i went there Shreya is a very bold nature and her home too has no pause environment. She can easily change her mind. She is sitting to call her friends and she is a boy or a girl, in her house there are no restriction I put my bike from the stand took my keys on the bike start my bike and move forward to the Shreya house I was thinking that now I was clear all the things what does is happening I want to the house she comes out from the house she is wearing shorts and t-shirts and with open hair she calls me to come in the hours and take me to her house and sitting me to room comes with a water and ask me what happened why are you coming there anything it's all right or not She called me with fear and made me sit down. I told him that he had something with the senior of the summit. Are you in his sat secret relationship? You're not welcome. She said, 'What a difference! I was shocked after listening to why she didn't understand this kind of uttered, and that he must have choked up. I told him to speak again and think of something that I couldn't believe. I asked him, so this was what you lived with me. It was fun. She told me that I thought you were just my friend, nothing more than that. She behave very rudely with me this was the first time which she shouted on me that why are you creating this much of scene you and me only just best friend I don't accept you as a boyfriend I only think you that you are my friend not that much not any more this I was very shock after listening is I was only ask that what the thing which was going between us from 3 4month on going I was thinking that you are my girlfriend I want to become you as a girlfriend but she said I don't want you as a person I am happy with her I don't want you as a boyfriend why are you not understanding this simple thing she said very rudely first time she is very good for me every Tim but before this she never talk me like this she always talk very politely but now she shouting was very disappointed I took the Glass of the water down and i was very angry and I get my keys of the bike and fastly run out from her house I took my bike and I went away from her house speed of my bike is very high I was very angry I was thinking that why should do this with me I want to die did wrong with her why she said this also with me after emitter there was a right light signal everyone have to stop there vehicle i stop here but in front of my bike there was a car was standing I put horn continuously very loudly with please move please move I want to go suddenly the uncle was standing with other bike he said what happened why are you shouting there red light signal stop here if you want to go then go away from there i was not understanding what was the uncle said at that time I was thinking properly my mind was very disturbed I carry forward to my path I come back to my room I put my bike on the stand I run up to my room and close the room and through out the keys very angrily on the bad the i go onto the washroom unlock it out I was seeing my face in the mirror that what happened I was asking some question on myself that why did she did with me what does I do wrong with her I was cool young handsome guy and now what the condition of Mine become because of her is this right after this from my eyes the tears were coming out this was the first time there I was cried for time there for a girl I was, and then wondered if she would be my girlfriend at that time, but already was in the company of some hidden relationship and I had no idea. I curse myself for what I did, thought I was for why I felt that feeling in my heart for him.  I was very depressed I was seeing myself in the mirror I was very disappointed for myself the what I did was very strong and the young cool man I have to study a lot because I have to face so many of exams in the future but now I am on the steps that where I was not able to face myself in the mirror already disappointed with myself this is very stupid in which I was doing right now that's why I was crying because of girl with girl who is not who is not important in my life the exams that teachers this course is important I was very angry on myself also because this all these things were happening by myself I was create some feeling in my mind for her she is a girl everyone tell me that she is not that type of a girl who makes boyfriend everyday after listening all this I do this thing which is my biggest mistake I am facing the result of that mistake this was the time where I am very disturbed and depressed about the situation was going on I am sitting on the bathroom and open the tape and I will full sitting besides the tab I didn't understand what was going on I am thinking that this was create fair with me she didn't tell about sumit i believe her that she is with me but everyone tells that she is not that type of a girl and this means right to be I was very much clear about that now I don't want to face this thing any more I don't want to talk this girl anymore in the feelings which create which I created for her this also destroyed now I destroyed all the feelings which  I  flies with when I see her when I when I see her smile that she had just everything which is attracted me a lot from now I decided that I don't want to face this all things again I was very much clear that now I have to change my self my feelings i have to focus on only my study with full concentration I have to give a exam of IIT JEE and I want to create a good rank on this and and very much clear about my goal and am now at any rate I can not distract my mind off from anyone because of anyone that's all , I was saying to myself, “She won’t be with anyone else if she can’t be with him.” she is not interested in me and she has feelings for someone else; she likes this other guy so much, even if she doesn't want her. Now, what does that say about her? Is that an attractive trait you seek in a significant other? And even if she said she'd ready to move on from this other guy, she is not likely to come back to you-she had her chance and didn't take it. There's a tiny possibility that she is just so blinded by her feelings for this other dude, that maybe she isn't giving you the full attention and time to get to know you, and maybe if she did, she would take interest. But those are all if’s and I wouldn't hold my breath ,although they like me i also like ,but they enjoy the feeling of being loved or being pursued,this is the reason why they don't want my love she's too focused on her wants. on what she wants either he likes her limiting her options only restricting her feelings for this one guy who may not like her. if you know her well enough that you know she has made this mistake before and may change her mind, if your absolutely certain she can change her mind then give her time and wait for her, if you know she does exactly what she sets her mind to, then try and forget her, try to move on, your girl is still out there waiting to be found, be patient you will find her at the right time it doesn't mean that she is attracted on me . . .. It means she's in love with that person and refuses to be with you or anybody else. Just move on. Any extra effort you make will only push her further and make her more attached to the other person.

This Rejection is one of the most hurtful things that happened to me. It makes it more painful is the fact that whether we like it or not, it is bound to happen. More so, I face rejection in any area of my life. where it occurs, the effects of rejection are the same. It hurts, it’s no fun and it happens to be the reason I was afraid to try. How to face rejection, it is super important to have the strength to face rejection head on, accept it, learn from it, keep on pushing on. But of course, this is easier said than done. All things equal, the one major weapon that one needs when containing and dealing with rejection has become my motivation. It mend me, it is a difficult weapon to master when dealing with rejection which coincidentally has a devastating effect on one’s personal motivation. However, I was struggling with staying motivated in the face of dealing with rejection in my life. How to stay motivated and conquer rejection in its 1. Be coachable, I was trying to get knocked down. I can’t seem to figure out why. I have all heard it, it is probably one of the most popular definitions floating around today over again and getting the same results. Every cloud has a silver lining and by being coachable, the opportunity to learn new skills and improve the way. There is no doubt about it, for study and improvement to occur, one must be coachable. There is no short cut to this! Being coachable is about being open to opinions given by others and using that feedback to help improve yourself in all factors of life. My journey of defeating rejection in its tracks, do yourself a favor and don’t let arrogance, defensiveness, pride or ego hinder your ability to become better at what you do. These traits must be avoided at all costs. Instead, one must embrace humility, approachability, confidence objectivity, and receptiveness among other things. I was motivated to overcome the rejections you’re facing! Instead of focusing on your stumbles and falls, I have some time off to cool down, re-evaluate my selp and appreciate myself thu, is a major step in ensuring that your gaze is not taken off that. Thing. This is simply one of the most spoken phrases in the world, but it is also one of the most useful pieces of advice that a person could be given. So what if you have been rejected? It is part of life, everyone gets rejected. Rejection does not mean that something is wrong with you. When you let yourself believe that you are inadequate and that something is wrong with you, you are simply feeding the low self-esteem monster. When you let low self-esteem take over, then you might as well say goodbye to her. Few people have achieved success by trying once. In fact, most people who have achieved success in their various fields are because they have tried multiple times. The more you try, the more chances you give yourself success. Even Rome itself wasn’t built in a day. Giving up signifies that you no longer believe in your capabilities and strengths. Giving up means that you are not ready to learn from your mistakes. Giving up means that you have accepted defeat. Instead, carry on with the struggle, put more effort, avoid the wrong turns that you made before and appreciate the fact that no one, absolutely no one, is perfect. True lines were said by Thomas Edison “Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.” –  Rejection is an unavoidable part of life; it is bound to happen at one point or another whether we like it or not. But by being coachable, keeping your eyes on the prize, not taking it personal and pushing on even when the going is rough, you can ensure that your motivation levels are sky high even in the face of rejection. I have to Stay Happy in the Hustle

I was thinking about my old memories when we meet when we talk when we spend time together I was thinking about Shreya’s smile her gesture Shreya’s look her everything I was very much attracted from her I was very much sad i was reminding all the movement we spent together in the school in the three four month we spent a lot of time together this create a symbol by which I will feel that there is something special feeling between us but I was very wrong. I was thinking that what is my mistake why did she reject me what the special things that the sumit have and it doesn't have i am compressing my self with him this was a very stupid thing which I was doing at thay time i was comparing my self with taht guy i am very much intelligent smart scholar of the school I was popular in the school in the school that's all thing doesn't have on that guy he is not that much good in looks he was not good in studies he was not good in sports he was what not good in any field then what does the Sumit have which attracted shreya and which thing I don't have why she choose Sumit in front of me why she reject me in front of sumit this thing I didn't understand i was very disturb I was thinking that what does it happen by which he destroying all the things I was very much clear I felt a sleep tomorrow is my school but I was decided that I not go to school tomorrow I have to do a lot of studies because of a girl I don't waste my time I don't feel depressed and angry I decided to take this thing on my Ego it hurt my Ego a lot I decided that from now I will do a lot of study and I make this situation as my patient take this rejection very seriously and change into the patient was very much clearer i was very angry I was very dispirited from now I doesn't want to see her anymore I don't want to talk and anymore from tomorrow onwards I will set my school I felt a sleep I wake up in the morning I go to the washroom I was sitting in my room and I was solving my questions have I am was starting doing My study my mother come to tell me that take some tea coffee I didn't take any tea coffee I was very desperate in my studies was leadership actively growing my studies I was doing study in that much of study which I was not doing in this is before ever solving the questions very sparingly very dedicated really I was compared I was very much angry that my hands were moving very much faster than ever I was doing study at didn't eat anything I didn't see anyone I didn't use my cell phone I was only doing studies like I was very much clear now this thing create anger which was now in my mind.

But eventually a body is not support that much time to be sitting after a minute I decided that why should I take off from the school I have to go school because I didn't do any wrong mistake by which I will sit on my home and not face any one I go to school at any condition I move forward to the washroom takes shower and I see my face on that Mirror by which I was seeing last night I was very much clear that this rejection is now my motivation it doesn't feel that she left me I was seeing some new energetic charm in my eyes that I have to go and faces all the things from now onwards