NOTE: Please be aware of the chapters point of view. 18 For some reason, today feels so odd. I feel uncomfortable and there is a big part inside me that makes me feel like I need to panic and worry about something when nothing even happened yet. The beautiful sunlight rays entering my room, making it brighter, is the complete opposite of what I am feeling. The moment I opened my eyes, it already felt like something wrong would happen today. A knock from the door disturb me with my growing anxious thoughts that kept me laying down on my bed for an unusually long time. The door opened revealing my mother with a wide smile plastered on her lips and an invitation on hand. I raise myself from my bed and change to a sitting position, eyeing the invitation. “How was your sleep, dear? Did you