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Turning to my back and leaving that room, I know that I am doing it again. Just like what I did two years ago when everything in my life started to change. Just like what I did two years ago after so many realizations hit me. Just like two years ago… I am still at it again. I’m still running away.
I already thought that becoming strong and being a whole different kind of person will make me forget that past. Yvonne once told me that maybe I wasn’t really doing it to forget whatever it is that happened years ago. To forget the pain, the feeling of betrayal and the feeling of almost having no one by your side to understand and can lean to.
She said that maybe forgetting wasn’t really my main purpose or my real reason for this whole
