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I run my way out of that room as the familiar heavy feelings fill me inside my chest. There is nothing going through my head except those words that left Kai’s mouth. It keeps spinning to my head, hunting me and as if planning to not leave me alone. It keeps repeating over and over again. And the more it repeats, the more miserable I feel.
For the past two years, I have never felt so weak. I never had this kind of breakdown before and facing it right now makes me wanna throw myself away because I know… I’m returning back to how I was back then. I used to turn a blind eye from every word that people define me as, may it be positively or negatively but with Kai’s words… I breakdown.
I know since then that once he arrives, my world w
