Agonizing. The feeling of rapidly veering off to doom,being a prisoner in your own mind. Seeing, feeling, knowing that you're spiraling out of control and plunging down a consuming, dark abyss, a prevailing impalpable predator that will tear you to shreds and leave you as nothing but relics -being aware of your fate, but being inept at avoiding it. Being defenseless and easy prey. Inhibitions. None are stronger than those the mind fabricates -nothing bares the parity of being crippled by your own thoughts, being alert,vigilant and awake, yet paralyzed. The feeling is indescribable. The vulnerability it instills on a man is gruesome, debilitating. All pride and self-assurance perishes, leaving a mere puppet under the governance of sin.
Sin. The greatest temptation to man. A malicious, d
