Halle I was furious and hurt, feeling all these emotions that were haunting me, trying to answer the questions that had no answers. Lucas infiltrated my life unknown to me and he was my husband for almost ten long years, the things we did together as a family, the nights we spent together as man and wife, omg, it made me physically ill. How could someone be this cruel to kids and an innocent unsuspecting woman? My heart is heavy because I loved my husband who wasn't really my husband and now my husband is back, it's like he is a total stranger. My kids haven't even warmed up to him as yet as it was confusing for our last son but the others are teenagers and just don't know what to say. I know I need to fix this if I want to salvage any relationship between me and Omri but I am so scared