Lora I have been in Ryker's pack for about six months now and over a year since Drax has been gone. I missed him every day but watching my baby boys grow reminded me of him and this was what I needed to push forward and protect them. Ryker has been kind to me, he never once pushed me to have s*x with him, he never even touched me inappropriately, he takes me out on little dates to spend time together and he makes me feel so welcome. The little gifts of appreciation like the flowers that he leaves in my room, touch me, Ryker is just amazing, he treats me like a Queen with all the jewelry and clothing, and my boys lack for nothing. I am falling in love with him but I feel like I am betraying Drax somehow, I know that he would want me to move on, the butterflies that I feel when Ryker is ne