**Jinri’s POV**
I tried to listen with my mind and it too was quiet. I opened the door to my bathroom and let the water fill the bathtub.
As soon as it was full, I sat on the tub. I didn’t want my tears to fall anymore, I submerge myself under the water and closed my eyes.
I tried to not breathe and see if maybe, just maybe if I die, he would want me to live too. He would beg me to live again, that he would say he loves me more than anything he has in this world.
/That you love me more than your first love… /
I felt my lungs struggling for air. Sera's first love sacrificed himself for him. I could do that too; I would sacrifice anything for him too. I could love him more than he did, I could give him more than what he has given him.
If I'm dead I won't be able to do
