Chapter Eleven
Fuck this has been the longest minute of my life, she is still just staring at her plate and moving the food around. Do I say anything else, or do I wait?
Insecurity is washing over me, f**k I reckon I have just blown it with her damn, f**k, bollocks.
Finally, she looks up at me, her eyes meet with mine and she gives a sad half smile, I hold my breath waiting for her to say something.
“Okay Jake, I will be honest with you. Yes, I am fed up of the Clair s**t, but that is not what is scaring me” she looks down again, then takes a deep breath
“Jake I am scared that all this s**t will get worse, that our families will all get involved, and may react badly, but what terrifies me the most is if, or when that happens, because of the distance, and you being at Uni, you will
