I couldn’t take it. I couldn’t take the tears and cries. I couldn’t take the broken and terrified look Lily’s face held. My little girl wouldn’t stop sobbing. She was shaking and screaming and kept asking for Lariene. She needed her only family. She needed the warm embrace of her Larlar but… I was not able to give her that. I was not able to comfort her. I left her with Leo. I know he will take good care of her. He is better company for her now more than me. I was not in my right mind. I felt stuck, angry, frustrated and broken all at once. I wanted to cry and yell. I wanted to f*****g kill the asshole who did that but here I was standing in the infirmatery ward in the mafia’s mansion helpless as ever with so much anger bottled in me. “Rickardo…” I could hear his voice but I didn’t want t