Rashid Reeling from our conversation, I headed back up to my room. The unsettling thing about it was that I wasn't sure if she was right or wrong. Would I love our children? It was hard to say. I'm sure that there was some truth to her words and that I would feel a paternal instinct kick in once they were born but…would it be enough for me to come around? Forgive her even? I hated that she'd so easily gotten into my head. Her skills were unmatched in this area. She'd been thinking so far ahead of me while I'd been so busy wallowing that I hadn't considered any of this. Even if I had a say in the matter, I would have to consummate the marriage at some point. If not for the honeymoon, soon after. She could take my family for everything that they had since it would be seen as a breach o