The Lone Wolf

HOME SWEET HOME

SUZETS POV

When we got home everybody went their separate ways, I pulled up to my house that was in front of the beach. The kids got down and ran towards the water with Viki and her mate hot on their tails, Michael and Chris staid and helped me get the suit cases in the house and into the rooms. I had build this house so we could use it as a vacation house for everybody but I will never be able to have my mate with me since he chose someone else, I went into my room and started to take a shower then came out and mind linked Chris that I was going to take a nap but instead I cried like I have never cried before. I couldn't believe he did this to me and because I didn't want to feel anything that he did with her is why I accepted his rejection, after awhile I fell asleep on my tear covered pillow.

When I woke up I went to the bathroom and washed my face and put some makeup on to hide the fact that I had been crying before I fell asleep, when I came out of my room I couldn't hear anything so I went to the kitchen and looked out the window to see my family playing in the water. It made me smile and wish that Victor could be here and see our kids playing in the water, holding me in his arms just like I always dreamed would happen but it will never happen now since he has someone else by his side.

I started to make dinner for everybody, I ended up making stake, mashed potatoes, green peas, yeast rolls and gravy. I then started to set the table when Chris came in and started to help me finish setting everything up, when we were almost done we started to bring the food to the table and he went out to get everybody in for dinner. I went into the kitchen and grabbed the orange juice for the kids and the red wine for us and placed it on the table, I then went back and grabbed cups and wine glasses then placed them on the table as well.

We all ate dinner and then rinsed the dishes and placed them in the dish washer, Viki helped me bath the kids before putting their pajamas and put them down to sleep. When we got down we saw the guys in the game room playing on the game system, Viki went to join them and I went to the kitchen and got a glass of red wine and then headed to the back porch and sat on one of the chairs looking at the waves hitting the shoreline before getting up and went to the shore line and started to walk near the water.

Time went by slow and I started to make my way back to the house but stopped at the porch when I saw that Viki was sitting on the chairs with a glass of red wine and the wine bottle on the table next to her, I sat down with her and poured myself some more wine and sat down on the chair next to her.

"You know we all told him that you would come back and when you saw him with her you would accept his rejection and leave for good this time but he didn't listen" Viki said

"Can we not talk about him please" I said

"Sorry Suzet but you had to know that we were all on your side and we knew you would come back" she said

"Thanx girl" I said

"Any time" she said

I got up finished my wine in one single gulp then went and placed my glass in the sink and went to bed, I changed into some pajamas and went to bed but couldn't fall asleep I just couldn't stop thinking about him holding her hand and not knowing what to do. Tears started to stream down my face on to the pillow, I wanted to be strong but I couldn't it was to hard for me because I clearly said that I would come back as soon as everyone was safe, why didn't he wait for me so we could love each other like we were suppose to because that was what the moon goddess created us to do.

I started to cry even harder and it got to the point that my brothers came in and held me in their arms as I cried, they didn't say anything they just held me and let me cry on their chest until I couldn't cry anymore and fell asleep only to be woken up to people almost screaming. I got up from bed and started to walk towards my bedroom door but when I got near and slightly opened it I could hear my brothers, Viki and her mate yelling to some one as I was paying more attention I was able to hear Victor's voice which got me mad and slammed the door then locked it before running to the bathroom and closed the door then locked it only to start hearing banging on my bedroom door.