You Are My Star

Chapter 5 I'm Not Strong Enough

The next morning, Nancy was awakened by the glare of the sun.

She was painful all over, but she felt empty, like a body losing its soul.

Last night they had s*x all night, but Tim never kissed her lips. It seemed that they just finished a task.

They did the most intimate things between men and women, but she felt sorrowful.

There was no temperature on the bed sheets beside her, and there was no figure of him in the villa. He had already left.

Nancy got up with difficulty. She endured the pain and cleaned up the mess on the bed.

It was not known if he left in such a hurry that he forgot to bring his tie on the ground.

She picked it up, folded it carefully, and put it in her personal bag, beside the baby's picture.

"Baby, please hold on and wait for Mom more time ." She stroked her baby's picture and sniffed, "Mom has worked very hard. Mom will surely save you. Can you give me more time?"

She cried, and tears dripped on the photo.

She wiped it off and there was countless tenderness in her eyes, "This world seems to hate me very much. It takes away everything og me, even you. But it doesn't matter. Trust Mom, Mom will must save you. You are my most beloved baby. As long as you can live well, it doesn't matter how wronged I am. "

On the desk, there was a stack of papers.

It should have been left by Tim.

She put the photo back in her personal bag and put them away. Then she went to see the documents.

It's the divorce agreement, as she expected.

Nancy leafed through them . There was no particular provision, just like what he had taken before.

The only provision added at the end of the contract that attracted her attention was that: Nancy Roberts should promise to leave York forever and never come back.

He didn't want to see her anymore.

‘Don't worry, you won't see me again in the future. She would not live in the world in addition to York.

Nancy smiled. Finally she signed her name.

……

As usual, the day after the injection, she came to the hospital for reexamination.

The doctor was worried when lookingat the bruise on her neck:"Miss Roberts, do you need to call the police?"

Nancy shook her head and pulled the collar up to cover up the marks, "It's OK, doctor. How long will I know if I'm pregnant?"

"At least 7 days." The doctor said, "Miss Roberts, if you are still not pregnant after seven days, please accept chemotherapy as soon as possible, otherwise it will be too late."

Nancy frowned and deeply exhaled, "if I don’t accept chemotherapy, how long will I have at most?"

"Half a year at most. But with chemotherapy in time, it can be extended to 3-5 years.... "

"I don't want chemotherapy. I have to get pregnant. Doctor, can you think of a way to put it off for nine months? You can do it anyway you want as long as I can give birth a baby. Money is not a problem. "

"At present, there is no good way. People who get cancer will be very painful in the later stage. Many patients can't bear the pain and give up their will to survive. If you want to delay, you have to endure the pain."

Nancy got relieved, "OK, I see."

"That kind of pain is not what ordinary people can bear. It's not too much to say that it's like smashing your flesh and piercing your bones."

"I can." She nodded, quietly encouraging herself, "I can."

The doctor showed sympathy, "Miss Roberts, you are most strong woman with sheer determiantion among the patients I have ever met."

Nancy smiled, "I'm still not strong enough. If so, I won't be in this condition now."