Waking in the morning proved extremely hard. Thank goodness it was the weekend and I didn’t have to work. I felt so sick to my stomach, and it seemed as if every bone in my body hurt. That confused me since I hadn’t done anything out of the ordinary to make my body so sore, but then I realized that the stress from the previous night had likely manifested itself into something more. Hmm, as if I needed more pain. Eventually, I forced myself to get up and take a shower. The warm water felt good against the aches and pains, and I got lost in thought thinking about Jimmy. How sometimes he would sneak in and get undressed, then hop into the shower with me and we’d start kissing each other up and down our bodies. My hand wandered down to some place familiar the deeper the fantasy became. But th