Submitting to the Prime Minister

A secret

Pierce POV 

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I look around the place to make sure no one's outside

"Anyone there ?"I call out,  just to make sure whether  I am alone or not

No reply

I sigh as I pull out a cigarette from my pocket

It's a little secret of mine among many others

I just don't want to be a bad influence,  because my position inspires and aspires people

Its not like a big deal but still I like to keep even a tiny bit of my secrets under wraps

I stare at the sky

The speech went well today

She didn't disappoint me

She's a smart women and interesting one too

I remember her words

You can be mine too

What 'first ' were we talking ?

I don't remember

I know ,she's teasing me

I shouldn't have told her that the kiss was fine

I should have warned her , its wasn't okay and not to repeat

That's what the Prime Minister should have done

But I Don't know  why did  I say those words ?

I'm happy I gave her a chance

She works hard

And she's an asset to my team

People will realize it soon

I walk around the lobby behind my room

Hope no one sees me

I'm sneaking around

This is one habbit , I'm trying hard to leave

And I'm still trying, from a long time

But what else should I do ? When I'm crazy , alone and most of the times lonely

Being alone and being lonely are different

I had been alone from a long time

But loneliness is striking me now

Maybe I'm getting old

Thirty eight to be precise

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Anyway once in a while ,It won't harm you

And I don't wish a hundred years

By the time I pass my term as a prime minister

I'll be in my  early forties

And too late to start anything new

I have no plans to run again

But I'm not sure either

Politics is something which came to my mind randomly

And I knew I wanted to be in this position one day

Nothing else mattered till date

Nothing else will matter too

But one day , I  atleast need a kid of my own to carry forward my name

Someone who will remember me for who I am

Not for what I am

But again without a women in your life,  kid is a difficult choice

Surrogacy or adoption

Are the choices left for me

But….

I flinch at a sudden touch

And then I hear her voice

"I'm sorry , I didn't mean to scare you "

She's trying to suppress her laugh

"Its okay " I try to stay calm

"You were thinking deep " she smiles

How long as she been here?

"What are you doing here?" I ask her

"I came for a walk and I saw you

So I  thought , I can come by and wish you good night "

"Then wish me " I tell her

Her eyes watches me as I talk

I dispose the cigarette carefully

"What are you doing here ?" She asks me

"Its a secret " I tell her

Looking around

If anyone sees us together at this late time in the night ,it will not make a pleasant news

But I see none

So I relax

Or at least  I try

"I can keep your secret " she bites down her lips as she tells that

"I came for a smoke " I tell her as I take another one

"You smoke ?" She asks me and I smile

"Why ? Did I just spoil my Dreamy image in your mind ?" I ask her

"I never thought you will " she shrugs

"What else did you think about me then ?" I ask her

She opens her mouth to speak

But nothing

"I hope, its  all good " I add

She smiles before nodding

"Wish me good night and get back to bed Charlotte "

It's an order

She stares at me, intently

Without a blink

God , will it be wrong if I just  kiss her?

Or bang her against the floor ,watching the stars ?

Out in open

I close my eyes shaking those  filthy thoughts out of my mind

She's your employee

And she's too young for you

And definitely you will freak her innocent mind ,if she learns who you actually are

Your a f*****g dominant

You will scare her , if she sees the man under the suit

Your a sinner

While she's a fairy tale

Both don't live in a single world

"Okay Mr.Graham " her voice brings me back from my own conflicts

"You can call me Pierce ,when we are alone "

Dammit

"When we will  be alone ?

Pierce " she stresses my name

I watch her lips move as she takes my name

When did my name sound so beautiful?

"Probably never

Its not ethical "

She laughs at my statement

"What's ethical?" She asks me

Crossing her arms

Her boobs pops up

And f**k it

I take a good look

I look away quickly though a little glance isn't wrong

"Ethical is if we keep our conversations , when we are surrounded with other people. Like a group talk .

Both of us being alone,  isn't good for our positions "

"Right " she nods at me

"Go to bed " I order her again

"You know , Pierce?"

I look at her wanting her to continue

"I see you "

My eye brows raise in surprise

She turns around to leave

But stops

I stand there watching her as she comes towards me

"You have something to drink ?" She asks me

"At my room , some beer I guess " I tell her

"Can I have one ?"

I nod at her

I know , I shouldn't but just a drink

Then she will leave

I can't say no that women

"Careful,  no one should  see you " i warn her

And she nods

I open my room door

And i look around

No one

And i wave at her

She comes in, quickly

I lock the door

"Here " i offer her a bottle

Which she takes

"You know, i got a room all to myself " she tells me as she sips the drink

"Others are sharing one ?" I ask her

"Nope

I'm just saying " she winks at me

"Okay

Alright

Its time for you to go Charlotte "I walk towards the door

"I want to stay " her words surprise me

"Why ?" I ask her

"Because it's fine to kiss you " she walks towards me as she wraps her arms around my neck bringing her lips forward

She presses it against mine

Before I could kiss her back

"Graham " I hear a knock at my door

Its Maya

Dammit it

"Come with me " I take Charlotte hand has I pull her to my bathroom

I turn the water on

Filling the tub

"Stay here Charlotte "