Ashlyn After what had just happened, I just wanted to be alone. I didn’t care that I was bleeding, and I didn’t want to go to the hospital. I wanted to go to my room and forget this day had ever happened. The pain in my body was bad, but the pain in my heart was unbelievable. I couldn’t control the buildup in my chest or my emotions. I just needed to get to my room and cry out my sadness. Right now, I am over everyone. Everyone always seems to hurt me and I’m always forgiving and understanding. I’m too nice for this cruel world and these cruel people. I went up to my room, and I went straight into the bathroom to get myself cleaned up. I was emotionally, physically and mentally exhausted from not only today, and I just wanted to crawl into bed. I’d worry about my plan for where I was go