our complicated love ( nct ff )

no ones pov my mother always told me I am very different from most people so finding love "A"  lover was going to be complicated and it was never going to be easy  for me her little desert flower waiting to blossom   madison hong  madison's pov it was a nice winter day in my Sophmore year of high school  well first day of my Sophmore year but  every year has been the same for  me i find a group of friends and we looked*cough cough (stalked)* boys and they would try to find me a boyfriend same old same old and so i assumed this year would be the same but you know what they say about assuming your making an ass out of u and me  so i walk into the hall going to my new locker" arghh why tf is it so far away this time "Madison  rolled her eyes and said under her breath  and as she was walking she saw ....1....2.....3...4...5...6.....7..8............12....15...........21?!?! boys next to her locker all lined up putting away books it was weird and you absolutely hated the idea of being next to 21 boys and not one single girl   no ones pov so you held your head up and walked to your locker and tried to make yourself unnoticed  but one boy looked down from his locker to see a small slightly  scrawny girl with long long long brown hair and beautiful hazel eyes and almost transparent glossy plump  lips   and the first thing that came out of his mouth was "damnnnn" but then he realized ....he f****d up ....big time and with that she looked up with and weirded out expression on her face  and said "pardon me ?" and he quickly became flustered and shook his head and said" i am so sorry umm.... im jaemin"   jaemin reached out to shake your hand and you accepted it and smiled but he stared at you and you looked back and noticed the rest of the 20  boys were staring at you also so you tried to let go but he said" madison...?" he said as all of them gathered around you and before you could say anything your vision became blurry then everything seemed red then total darkness and silence