Mia I felt like crying. My life was literally ruined, and not just mine, but Richard’s as well. All because of me. I only thought about being with him cause I was excited that I had finally found my mate, without thinking about the consequences. Now my selfishness has cost me my happiness. For once in my life, I was finally happy, I finally met someone who made me feel loved and wanted, who didn’t care about my physical appearance, despite what other people thought about it. He was much more than my mate, but I had to ruin it. One might think I was ungrateful because I wasn’t given any punishments, but I wished their judgment of Richard was fair. Since he was suspended, he had been avoiding me, I had tried too hard to reach him, but I hadn’t been able to, all I got was voicemails and