Kyla I know I shouldn’t have called him. We agreed to stay away, but I changed my mind. Carlos should know well enough by now; I don’t like rules and do as I please. I want something; I get it. It is just how it is without sounding arrogant. Yes, I am drunk, but not drunk enough to knock my senses. I still know what I am doing. I could have found someone else to take home tonight, but I haven’t been craving any other man, only Carlos. I don’t even know if he will show up. I will be disappointed if he doesn’t. He can fight as much as he wants, but he knows he wants me. He said it himself; he has been having dirty thoughts about me. He is right about one thing: I haven’t been paying him much attention recently, but that was all part of the plan. I knew it would get to him, and he would ev