KATLYN It was wrong and the remaining sane brain cells warned me against it but my body refused to listen to the warning as my fingers tightened around the handle of the pail as I tipped it over and in seconds his mattress was drenched. I did it only because I still wanted to get rid of him despite the fact that last night was one of the best night of my life and I slept like a baby without any nightmares. And even as I woke up in the morning every cell in my body felt like it was thrumming with new life and all I wanted was to run straight into his arms and let him hold him. But I did the opposite. I told myself that I hated him for for punishing me like he did that caused my arse to hurt still whether I sat or shifted, which also made me realize my threshold for pain was too low. I li