I blinked slowly, as if waking from a dream. A satisfying wet dream that had left me spent. I felt warm and relaxed, and if I had access to one of those packs of cigarettes left discarded on the dining room table, I would’ve lit up even though I’d never smoked a day in my live. But I wanted to breathe in deep, hold in the moment, let it percolate within me, sear my lungs, then exhale slowly, sated. I felt as though I had just been the one in there, f*****g, f****d. I had never found such release in m**********n before and knew, sadly, I probably never would again.
But now I knew how it could be between men, how wonderful and amazing it could be, and I looked forward to college more than ever. I wanted tonight, a man of my own, those kisses and that hard d**k in my ass, that tight muscle e
