The Stranger

chapter 13

Darren Santillan povs

Hindi kuna alam kung panu ko pa itutuwid ang lahat ng mga pagkakamali ko .I want to be real!Gusto kunang magpakatotoo,but d*mn every time I tried ay sobrang naduduwag ako!

I'm afraid of lossing her.I'm afraid of lossing my wife because all my life,I always wanted to be with her,to be mine forever to be with me every minute of my life and be the mother of my children.

How could I fix all of these,when I already betrayed her?Napakadaming gumugulo sa utak ko.I can't even focus, everything is complicated now.

Pero paanu ko nga ba,aayusin ang lahat kung palagi nalang akong naduduwag.

At lalo na yung Aeron na yun! he is really getting into my nerve! Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ba ako pumapatol sa isang katulad niya.Well he has nothing to do with my life! but the thing is..palagi siyang umaaligid ligid kay Mandy!

After what he did to her,babalik balikan pa niya si Mandy? At ito namang si Mandy all of a sudden ay nakikipagmabutehan na din ulit sa lalakeng yun!I really can't believe her!

Alam kong hindi tama,pero hindi ko mapigilang makaramdam nang labis na pagkaasar when I saw him at kasabay nitong lumabas si Mandy mula sa unit nito.

At talagang naghaharutan pa ang mga ito.Bigla talaga akong nakaramdam nang kakaibang init ng ulo ko ng mga sandaling yun!Hindi ko maintindihan but F*CK I'm so damn jealous!

Lalo na nung nasa loob na kami nang elevator talagang mukha pa itong nanadya.Gustong gusto kuna talaga siyang balian nang tadyang nang mga sandaling iyon! pero sadyang nagtitimpi lang talaga ako.

I don't like seeing Mandy with other man! it made me so pissed!Pero anung gagawin ko? ako tong Gagu! ni hindi ko kayang panindigan siya,dahil sa sitwasyon ko!

Nang araw na yun,Oras na nang uwian at sinadya ko talagang hintayin si Mandy sa loob nang unit niya.And yes this is not right thing to do because invading the unit owners privacy here in this building is prohibited.But this is f*cking exceptional! Dahil mababaliw na ako kapag diko pa nakausap si Mandy.

Ako ang may ari nang building nato and I can do whatever I want.

Nandito ako sa couch niya at nakaupo ako,

dun when I saw her opened the door.

And agad naman itong napatalon halos, dahil sa sobrang gulat ,syempre sino ba namang hindi magulantang kapag makita mong may ibang tao sa unit mo.

" Ay butiking nalaglag!what the! What are you doing here?bayad ko ang unit na to Mr Santillan,kaya wala kang karapatan para pumasok dito! " Isang mauturidad na sabi niya.

" Yeah you right...but this is the only way para makausap kita!" I said.

" you can leave now Mr Santillan! Wala tayong dapat pag uusapan!" she calmly said.

" Why are you making this hard for me? bakit kaba galit na galit sa akin ha?" I asked her.

" Really?ako galit? Tss! ihh ikaw nga tong galit na galit sa akin sa diko maintindihan ang rason!You know what Mr Santillan.it doesn't even matter kung sino ang galit sa atin dalawa that's not making sense at all! Pwede bang umalis ka nalang?Gusto ko nang magpahinga!" she said at mas lalo lang akong nag init sa ginagawa niya sa akin ngayon.Pinapalyas niya ako?

" Why you are always with him?" Id asked her directly.

" And what's with you? Wala kanang pakialam dun Mr Santillan! now please leave!" she said.

" No I won't leave! hanggat dika makipag usap sa akin nang matino!please Mandy talk to me kahit ngayon lang." I begged her.

" Dahil wala naman tayong dapat pag uusapan! Look magkakasala lang ako Darren!kaya please,umalis ka nalang." she said habang nakatingin ako sa kanya,while she keep avoiding my stares.

" I just want to know Mandy kung bakit lagi mong kasama ang lalakeng yun! Why you need to trust him again! He doesn't deserve your forgiveness!" I said to her.

" Wala akong dapat ipaliwanag sayo Mr Santillan!please nakikiusap ako!umalis kana!" she said.

" No! I won't f*cking leave until you tell me what is wrong with you!" I yelled.

"Okay fine! you want the truth huh? sige! sasabihin ko sayo! Uo!Iniwasan kita! Kasi gusto kong... Gusto kong ilayo ang loob ko sayo dahil -dahil habang tumatagal ay natatakot akong, baka isang araw hindi kuna kakayanin ang -ang iwasan ka! Dahil napakahirap magpigil ,sobra! Ayaw ko sa naramdaman kong to Darren! Ayaw ko! dahil this is d*mn wrong!! pero anung gagawin ko?! Kung may mas nahirapan man,ako yun..dahil...kahit na alam kong mali,kahit na alam kong hindi dapat, but d*mn! hindi ko kayang dayain ang naramdaman ko!"

she said while wiping her tears.

"Then be it! magpakatotoo ka sa naramdaman mo!Because the feeling is damn mutual!" I said habang pinupunasan ko ang mga luha nito gamit ang aking mga daliri.

" Nababaliw kana ba talaga? you're married!may asawa ka! Mali ito! Maling mali! Kaya Darren please nakikiusap ako sayo, please..tama na.. ayaw kuna! Ayaw kunang magkasala pang muli hindi na kaya nang konsensya ko!" she cried.

" Bakit mo iniisip iyan? F*CK!wag mong isipin ang ibang tao!Isipin mo ang naramdaman mo, Mandy!dahil jan ka sasaya! Utang na loob for once think of yourself not to anyone else!" I said to her.

" What is wrong with you? Ganyan kaba talaga kawalang puso? Pwes,Hindi ako! I can't be that selfish Darren.Hindi ko kayang maging masaya habang may nasasaktan akong iba!Hindi ko kaya yun!" she said at tuluyan na itong humagulhol na at agad ko itong niyakap.

" I love you,Mandy." I whispered to her habang yakap yakap ko ito.

" Hindi ko sinadyang mahalin ka,pero nangyari ihh. I know may pagkakamali ako and umaasa akong mapapatawad mo ako!but damn,pwede bang iisipin muna natin ang mga sarili natin? Wag muna ang iba!I just want you to be with me,kahit ngayon lang please baby.. Hindi din ito madali sa akin...Mababaliw na ako eh." I said to her habang nakayakap pa din sa kanya.

Kumalas siya sa pagkayakap sa akin at nagsalita.

" P-pero panu ang asawa mo?" she asked full of sadness in her eyes.

" I said stop thinking other people!Just once, please gusto kong maramdamang sumaya naman kahit ngayon lang!please baby.. pakinggan mo naman ako.." I said to her at agad naman itong tumango.

Mabilis kong pinunasan ang kanyang mga luha sa pisnge.

And with that I slowly kissed her lips and the kissed went so passionate and wild and I even deepened it at agad naman itong humalik pabalik sa akin.

I aggressively remove her clothes and kissing her every part of her body she never stop me,instead she were doing the same thing.She remove my shirt too and kissing me in my chest down to my abs and it was so damn good!

" I love you Mandy..I love you so much baby.." I whispered as I touches her inside.I thrusted my finger inside of her and make her body lifted,and made her moaned.

"oohh.. Shit....ohhh!..ahhhh.." she moaned.

" these... everything in you are mine... you are mine baby!you are mine only!"I said in a very husky voice as I kissed her again.

" Ooh.. Darren....please.... ohh sh*t.. please..ahh.." she moaned again.

" Please what baby...say it....come on..." I'd asked her in husky voice.

" please..I -i want you inside.." she said in a very shy way.

" That's my girl,I love it baby..You ready?" I whispered.

I just chuckled and kiss her in her lips again and with that I position her into a dog style.We are here in the couch kaya mas maganda talaga ang naging position namin. I am free to enter my thing and pushed it harder to her that made her screamed even more.

" ahhhhh....ohhhh..." she moaned

" F*CK!you are so f*cking tight baby..ahhhh.." I moaned as I move harder.I even move faster!Diin na diin at sagad na sagad and I can feel something I hit inside of her na mas lalong nagpapasigaw sa kanya..

" ohhh..shit ahhh...damn!!f*CK!!" she screamed.

and hearing those loud moaned mades me more turning on,Oh god how I love this woman!Agad ko itong pinaharap at binuhat ko ito.

" you love it baby,huh? because me? I really love this,I really love you baby.." I said as I claimed her lips again.I am standing right now and buhat buhat ko si Mandy,were barely naked at agad kung itinutok ang sandata ko sa kanya and I suddenly entered her again.

Agad itong napahiyaw muli.

" Ahhh....f*CK!" she cursed.

Siniil ko ito nang halik habang ginagalaw ko Siya up and down.Ramdam na ramdam ko ang sobrang pangangatog nito and she must be hurt while doing this position.

Agad ko naman itong pinahiga and with that,I remove my thing and place my face in front of her,she even tried to stop me but hindi niya ako mapigilan masyado kong mahal si Mandy para pandirian ko ito.

I entered my tongue inside of her and sipping her private part.I really enjoying this as I saw her lifting her body again and again .And she even Arch it while holding my hair and pushed me harder into her core.

She really tastes so sweet at nang maramdaman kong nagrelease na naman ito,agad kong pinosisyon ang sarili ko and now it's my turn.

I deeply entered her and pushed it hardly.Nakayakap siya sa akin ngayon as we kissed toridly habang walang tigil ang pagbayo ko na halos diin na diin ito at pabilis nang pabilis at ramdam na ramdam ko ang katigasan ko down to her inside...Wala siyang ginawa kundi ang mag moaned nang magmoaned...halos hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko sa paggalaw nang maramdaman kong I'm about to release

" Ahhh.. Darren...ohhh shit.." she moaned

" I'm -- I'm c*****g baby..please c*m with me....ohhhh .ahhhh.." I said as I released my juice inside of her halos napuno nang ingay ang buong unit ni Mandy and this is our first love making na masasabi kong this is the very unforgettable moment of my life.

I remove my thing at inilalayan ko siyang ihiga sa dibdib ko habang haplos haplos ko ang buhok nito.

" Baby..thank you for tonight.I promise,aayusin ko lahat and please don't be over think too much.As long as you are happy don't think other people."I said at tuluyan na kaming nagpahinga.