Logan’s P.O.V
As I sat across the table from Skylar as we ate, I had many unclean thoughts about her. There was something about her, those eyes of hers, that smile? She has been playing in my head since the second I laid my eyes on her. She pulled me in, in ways no one else ever has. Yes, I have come across instant attraction, instant want before, but her that was on a whole other level. She was someone I wanted all to myself, even the thought of her with another man made me mad. I know it isn’t healthy, but I can’t help myself. She brought the control freak side of me out, which is a massive part of me in every aspect of my life. She was breathtakingly beautiful, angelic like. Her innocence, her purity made me wonder is she experienced in life. I mean in the romance, s****l side of life? There was a part of me that hoped she was untouched, inexperienced, a part of me wishing I could have her all to myself in every way.
“Um, you’re staring.” She said, pulling me out of my head maybe that was a good thing.
“Sorry I can’t help myself it’s those damn eyes of yours.” I groaned out, “They draw me in ways no one has ever done.” I added.
I watch as her cheeks turn a shade of dark pink and she swallows hard looking at me with eyes full of intensity. I watched as she parts her very kissable looking lips to speak soon, changing her mind and taking another bite of her pizza instead. I think she is slightly speechless, not sure how to respond with what I said to her. I smirked to myself as Skylar looked everywhere except me straight in the eye. It told me the exact effect I have on her. It would seem that I am not the only one affected here, the difference? I will say it how it is, her not so much she seems to shy to do that.
“Have I made you uncomfortable?” I asked.
“Hmm.” Is all she managed to say.
I will take that as a yes.
“Sorry I never wanted that. I am an honest person, speak my mind. It has got me in trouble more than once that is for sure.” I said, laughing.
Skylar seemed to relax after that, laughing too. I liked her laugh; it was as beautiful as she was.
“Do you have a boyfriend back home?” I asked.
I wanted to know if she was off-limits or not then again if she was, I do not think I would care. If I see something or someone, I want I go for it, and with her, there is a high chance I would still go after her.
“Nope.” She said, popping the P, her plump red lips pursing.
“Have you ever had a boyfriend?” I asked.
“Yes, one of two, they turned out to be assholes.” She said.
Damn it! I was hoping she would have said no.
“Oh ok,” I said the disappointments in my voice clear to hear.
“Why does that seem to bother you?” Skylar questioned.
“I was hoping you would have said no. So you aren’t as pure as you seem?” I asked
“No, though I have only ever been with one man in that way.” She said blushing as she did.
Her shyness just makes me want her more. You see, I tend to make shy/good girls well not so shy and good. I introduce them to my lifestyle, and they take well to it. The shy ones always take well to it better than the more experienced ones because they are more curious and intrigued to learn new things. I am what you may call a kinky kind of guy, not quite a Dom but I have thought about it going into that lifestyle cause I have the traits to do so. I enjoy the control of it all, enjoy making women completely weak to me, making them do what I ask of them to pleasure me, for me to pleasure them.
“I guess that isn’t so bad. Why only one? Do you not like s*x?” I asked.
I don’t know what she was thinking about me being this open with her, but it is the kind of guy I am.
“Are you always this open?” She asked giggling.
“Yeah pretty much so.” I laughed, “So you gonna answer my question?” I asked.
“Honestly? That s*x with him was alright but not mind-blowing and passionate. Yes, I like s*x, just kind of shy when it comes to all those things. I don’t know if maybe its because I have not had anyone to how can I put it? Encourage me and push my limits.” She said nibbling on her lower lip.
I was surprised she was this open with me. I thought it would take some time to get her to open up in this way to me, but I like it. Push her limits? Hmm well, we may need to rectify that situation very soon. I will happily teach her, her limits if she lets me.
“You are going for the wrong kind of man.” I said, “s*x is an incredible thing that can build confidence in many ways if you are doing it with the right person. s*x is for passion, connections, pleasure and fun; everyone should learn their limits, learn what they like and dislike. Boring s*x just isn’t the same and pointless too.” I added.
“Yeah, maybe. “ She said, sounding breathless.
I could see her hands gripping onto the edge of the table, her beautiful eyes turning a shade of black. She seemed to be getting turned on even with me just talking about. I looked at her, her eyes meeting mine and I licked my lips slowly, her eyes watching every move my tongue was making. I watched as she automatically does it back to me before tugging her lip between her teeth, a strained moan coming from deep in her throat. I decided I would leave it at that. I have teased her enough for the moment.
“Are you excited to be in N.Y.C.?” I said, changing the subject.
She cleared her throat, pulling herself together, but I know I had left her frustrated.
“Yes, as I mentioned, it had always been a dream of mine.” She said, smiling excitedly.
“Well, Angel eyes I hope it becomes everything you dream of,” I said, returning a smile to her.
“Me too.” She said, taking another bite of her pizza.
She was something else. I have never been this intrigued by anyone; it takes a lot for someone to do that to me. I knew she was going to be trouble for me and I trouble for her, but what is life without a little trouble? It keeps it exciting and fun.
“Would you like a tour of the place. I can show you where everything is?” I asked.
“Yes please, I would like that,” Skylar said a broad smile on her lips and brightness in her eyes.
I have met a lot of women, been with a lot of women, but not one of them was or ever will be as beautiful as the one sitting across from me right now. She was in a completely different league from all of them. I have never seen anything so beautiful and sweet. I was hoping she would let me get to know her, spent more time with her in and out of the bedroom.