CELLO
Rio De Janeiro 4:00 am
"What a big idiot I am! Why am I pushing the person I love to the person who is pushing her away? I am so stupid that I push myself to the point where I pretend to be gay, and I still include my family in my foolishness," I muttered under my breath as I gulped my beer.
"Cello!" Fernando called, and I almost missed him standing beside me. I gave him a sidelong glance and ignored him.
"It's too early for a beer," he said, taking a sip of his freshly brewed coffee.
I continued to drink while ignoring him.
"All right, spill it," he said, tossing his cup into the air.
I sighed and ran my hands through my hair, frustrated.
"Is it this woman again?" he inquired.
"Yes, it's her," I said slowly enough for him to understand.
"Why do you keep pretending? Why
