PRESENT DAY I haven’t spoken to either of them since. J knows nothing about this particular incident and neither does Mel. They know that my parents left me because I was with Jared but they did not know that I was tortured emotionally, forced to make impossible choices just an hour before my wedding. Only Sam knows about it. Personally, I think, after that day Sam was like one hundred percent confident of my love and loyalty towards J. Anyways , all I can see right now is my parent's faces and all I can hear is their words in my already messed up head. I can picture J going away from my arms towards the viciously sexy Rachael. And I start to have a panic attack. I am so worried I don't know what to do. "Sam, Sam do you think he'll leave me. Sam, will he go away? To the girl! My mom,