*Xander* I wanted to be dead. But those vampire bastards were doing everything they could to keep me alive. I was sure the torture they were inflicting was part of the act of trying to turn me into one of their hybrids, but the powers in my blood were preventing that from happening. I was reserving those powers, turning them into something almost euphoric instead of deadly. If one of the Death Walkers attempted to feed on me, well, they were suddenly dizzy and unstable, often falling into a deep slumber with a childlike smile on their face. I don't know how long this had been going on. I hadn't left the circular room where they were keeping me. The only thing keeping me lucid was Lena's smell, which seemed to overwhelm the room. This is where she had been kept, and I was sure King N