Damien When Bella got kidnapped from us, it did something to me that I am not sure what to make of it. I had feelings I have never felt before. I am not known for my kindness or goodwill. Nor even for my love, which has always made me so good at what I do. I am a ruthless man, and I make no apologies for that. Just because we are going legitimate to keep ourselves from going to prison does not mean I went soft. And I have always hated drugs. So this new line of work is easy and lucrative. With that said, I do not understand what is happening to me with Bella. I still enjoy spanking her and whipping her; and causing some pain. I hate to see her in pain. Right now, Bella's in so much pain. And I have bandaged her as much as I can. And John and I are going to help her recover. It will