Damien
After John and I put Bella to bed, we packed everything up and had it ready to go in the morning. This whole week with Bella and all the new things we got to introduce to her was just what we all needed. I am still afraid of my feelings and how they will affect my work. I can not get soft, or Bella and my crew will be in constant danger. Right now, I have to focus on b**m Club and make sure that it's a huge success.
John
Bella has us tied up in knots, and she does not even know it yet. Just having Damien agree to let her contact her friends is a sign that he wants to please her in any way he can. What scares me is that I also know that he has a dark side that I do not know whether the beast will ever really be tamed.
I know he's making an effort. And I'm also aware that when th
