*Allison* Am I nervous? No, why I should I be because I'm meeting my soon to be husband, Pfftt that's no reason to be nervous, it's not like we would get married today, so I'm not nervous neither Am I eager to see him, I want to look presentable, for the sake of my parents. "you've been quiet for a while, do you feel nervous or anxious?" Micah asked me, raising his eyebrows a bit. "me, nervous?, what? no, why should I be nervous, I'm wonderful." OK, scratch that, I'm freaking out, now that he asked me, believe me, I'm about to explode from anxiety, who the hell said I'm not nervous or anxious, I'm freaking f*****g anxious. Oh my goddess, what if I make a bad first impression, I'm so close to freaking out completely? Damn this stupid marriage. No matter how calm I try to act