Beyond the Mist

My life is sh*tty. My father cheated on my mother. I saw him with the woman he cheated my Mom with. My Mom found out. They broke up. I love going to school. My passion for it ended when I failed and almost got raped. I don't want to be friends with anyone again. It broke me. My life is not perfect. It was built with ups and downs. Mainly with pain and sorrow. Or let's say it's just pure bullsh*t. But who cares? I was slowly drowning. I tried to ask for help. Once, twice or even a hundred times. But no one batted an eye. Not even my Mom. So, I've decided to kill myself today. But I don't want to die. I just wanted everything to stop. So, it's definitely better. It's better to just end everything. *** Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. The first few chapters are tackling a very sensitive topic-- suicide. I'm not encouraging anyone to do it so please, if there's someone out there who has the same experience or battling the same war or has depression, you may comment down how you're feeling and I'll try my best to give my advice. Or talk to someone-- a friend, family or a professional. Suicide is never an option. Please always seek for hope instead of ending everything.  This is Jin, and I'm sending my love to anyone who's having to shield him/herself from life's everyday war. I love you! <3