Things have not been going well since Vessa told me to leave her alone. At the time I didn't take her words seriously. I thought that it was only a matter of time before she snuck into my room. Months later, and she hasn't at all. Even the few times that I broke down, and went to see her, she refused to let me stay. Vessa has more strength than I give her credit for. I feel like I'm dying. I was completely helpless for this entire Ambrose and Epperly situation. Tia has noticed my change of mood, and has only been giving me baby missions. I supposed I should be more thankful for that, but that would require thinking about anything other than Vessa. Fu.ck, I miss her. I miss her smile, those unique eyes, the way her lips taste. I miss kissing down her body, and tasting her most personal