!!!! **** WARNING! CHAPTER CONTAINS s*x AND GORE! **** !!!!
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I can't fuc.king sleep.
It's been three years now of me ignoring the mate bond. I'd be lying if I said it wasn't hell. Even with the secret make out sessions that tend to happen between us.
I just can't fuc.king help myself. And by that, I mean that Vessa jumps me when she gets too excited, and I am weak for her. Especially when she takes charge like that.
Again, I think I'm a masochist.
It's just so fuc.king hot. Vessa is a complete psycho for me. I love it. I want more of it. Want to do more with her.
But I can't.
I just can't yet.
Kee seems to be doing worse these days. Everyone thinks she's doing better because she smiles sometimes now. I see right through that though. So
