It's been over a year since Tre took my virginity. Things between us have been as complicated as ever. I'm starting to get really annoyed. Why is it so hard for him to just be with me? Is it because he has a mate out there? Does he feel guilty about the things we do because of that? If that's the case, then he could at least stop doing stuff with me. You don't mean that. You're right, I don't. Let's go find him now. No, let's ignore him. Would you both shut up! The voices in my head are different now. Now they both want Tre as much as I do. Only one side of me wants to be around him all the time, while the other side wants to find new ways to play with him. Sometimes in good ways, some times in bloody ways. Regardless, I need to make my own choices. Trying to drown out these voic