JACOB AND I didn't stay out too late. After a little bit more time with him, I asked him to take me home.
It was hard to think when I'm near him, and I feel like I'm drowning in all the things I need to consider. I came to the Philippines hoping to clear my mind and what's going on was counter-productive. I never expected my mind to become cloudier than how it was when I left Spain. Goodness, I don't even know if I will be able to sleep tonight.
The whole drive back to our house was silent. It could have been more peaceful if Jacob wasn't holding my hand while he was driving. From time to time, he would bring it to his lips to kiss my palm. There were even some times when I feel his lips at the end of my fingers. He looked contented with just being with me, and believe me; I coul
