The Mafiuso (Book Two)

-Ethan's Pov,   "Six Months Later"       I thought you are my Gem, My prince, and my warrior. I always believed in you that one day you will prove that you are not a son of any monster, any murderer who is no one but a beast in himself, with no mercy and with no beating heart. Who's only agenda was his Ego and his filthiest jobs. Job to kill innocent people in most merciless ways, to ruined so many homes of their women, to left their orphan kids behind to survive in this nasty cruel world... I always had this dream that you will become just like me, just like your mother. I always tried to treat you both with so much love and fondness, I always teach you how to be gentle with others, doesn't matter which one is rich or poor. I teach you to respect women, cherish them, admire their existence in your life. I wanted you to read emotions and feelings, Make you read the purity essence of love that how beautiful is this. I wanted you to be in love, to fall to the women of your dreams. To unleash the compassion and passion for someone. Who will be destined just for you, come in your life to make it most exquisite with her pure heart and boundless love? But, You were trapped. Trapped under your father's shity guidance. Ethan, My Son. You forgot what your mother teach you so easily and adopted all those filthiest habits your dad feeds you. You, My son You got failed, you turned out to be a Looser. Which I didn't want from the day I feel you inside my womb. I promised you that day when firstly I hold you in my arms that I would never let you lead on the field your father sets for his. To become a monster, A killer, A mafia. But just like all those previous times, he comes forward and beat in my all achievements. Achievements, which helps you to bring up with a perfect human being as you should be with clean heart and pure soul. When I died, I had this hope buried in my heart that One day, someone will come in your life, who is only made for you, to deal with your monstrous habits, to acknowledge that you have a good heart. Who will clasp your hand and bring you out from this ghostly world? Who will cherish you, To respect you, To be with you through thick and fine, Who decorates your parched life just like a blooming garden and spend the rest of her life with you, happily Just like a happy fairy tale. And you know what?  God has granted my wish the same day I closed my eyes forever. She came to you. To protect you from this horrible world. To join your hand to light up your darkness But You Lost Her With your own hands, Over your eyes, You ruined her when she was there to settle you. Just like your father did to me, You both havoc the women who love you the most. I will never forgive you for this Ethan DeStefano. I will never forgive the mobster who himself is a monster... ______________ -MOM I screamed from the top of my lungs as I open my eyes after the same dream which I'm having since Six months after that hideous night happened. I clutched my hair in extreme irritation, Beads of sweat was now visible on my face. my heart thuds so loudly under my chest as I exhaled out all the frustration from my being but miserably failed. It becomes usual for me and haunts me to the core... Every night when I hit the surface of my bed Her innocent face never let me sleep in pea3 and once I make myself sleep after swallowed down loads of alcohol in my body to calm my nerves mom come to my dreams every day and allow me to face the real and dirty truth of me. The dirtiest one. I was engrossed in my own train of thoughts, the music of my cellphone chimes and divert my attention to the world, Thank God Without wasting another moment I grabbed my phone from the nightstand and without taking a look of who was it, I answered Who's there? I questioned remotely "Hello Boss, We found out that place where Ivory is" ----------- Sorry For the late response. As I'm busy a lot in life But I read all your comments and DMs but Sorry I couldn't reply back... Thank you so much For loving Book One... love your, xoxo