Ussh! It's a secret

14 how do you feel

They both went to the canteen, having breakfast.

Are you okay? Manu asked.

Yes!

I am worried about seeing this college environment. I just want to run away from this place, I just can't be here, sometimes it makes me think I should be happy by being at Home. Leaving everything" she says.

He says " I don't understand why you are thinking like that, come Meni.

I am feeling loneliness"  she says

You are stabbing in the heart, you are digging very deeply, you have eliminated from me. How can you do that, ah! My heart is breaking, can anybody bring stitch my heart, at least put plaster ah! Save me.

  You are such a drama queen" she says.

I should say that?  Be brave Meni, you can't run away from your dreams, you haven't hunt it, win it by crossing all the hurdles, even I am there for you to knock your head to enlight the light in your Brain 

She smiled and asked " Manu, how do you guys feel if boy genuinely love a girl, what kind of thoughts you get soon after you get a thought that yes she is my girl

 boys don't get butterflies. we get fireworks. we don't have you on our mind 24/7, but we do have you on our hearts. often yes we wait for you to go online. just simple being online makes our heart and even we don't talk. whenever you talk to us, our face form half-smile. that means we are so happy but trying ourselves hard not to show it. and at hidding, it .we does miss you all the time granted.we'd spend all the time at with you if possible. we don't think smallest things you say, we think everything what you say, panicking at every single word. trying to define what it really means, to read the between the lines. but wait they are more.

We would love you in million ways and at once started loving you there is no going back for us .no matter how hard we try we always love a girl that has touched us .us boys in love will think that of a girl thing in the morning and

Think of the girl last before we sleep.

Whenever we see a couple, our thoughts immediately jump to that girl and imagine that the couple was us.

Every single detail of her loved the way she walks, talks, speaks, the sound of her voice, her laughter .the sparkles in her eyes, her shy smile .the way she dresses ..the cute face makes when she sleep and the way she says  our name

That our heart explode with mirth, a simple act no one can replicate.

A boy in love with a girl is not a simple thing .. though ladies stereotypes us guys as simple .a man love is not simple.. no..he will be unpredictable .he will be persistent, stubborn, and given the circumstances.it means carrying you from  one side of the world to another To win your heart, a man in the world love

He will be Martyr, giving you his all and asking foremost none .he will show how to appreciate the beauty of the world in thousand ways and then he will approach you to appreciate your beauty in million ways .a man in love is no simple.