8
It took at least three more rings before I felt oriented again. Then I reached over and answered my phone.
“Hey,” Lydia said, “what took you so long? Were you sleeping?”
I checked the clock. It was 11:30. I’d been gone three hours.
“No . . . I . . .” I rubbed my hand over my face, like I could dry-scrub it back to reality. Then I noticed my clothes. Not my warm, cozy camping outfit anymore. Back to my own boxers and sleep shirt.
“Audie?”
“What?”
“What’s going on? Why are you acting so weird?”
“I’m . . . .” Another dry scrub. “Okay. Sorry. Hi. What’s up?”
“Mom wants you over here tonight for a barbeque.”
Lydia and Will’s mom Elena always tries to keep me fed whenever my mother’s out of town. Since my mom and I hardly ever cook for ourselves, I’m always happy for the invitation.
“Okay, sure,” I said. “What time?”
“Six. I’m teaching until 6:30, but she says come early.”
“Is . . . Will going to be home?” I asked as casually as I could.
“Yes, and Hairball, too, of course.”
Great. “Okay, I’ll be there. Tell your mom I said thank—”
But Lydia was already off the phone, on to the next thing.
I turned my phone as off as I could. Off OFF. Stupid thing. I had been having the greatest experience of my life, and that i***t phone had to ruin it.
I sat there in bed and caught my breath. Caught up with my brain, is more like it. Three hours in another dimension, another universe, another life.
In-freakin-credible.
I needed to get back there as quickly as I could. I popped the earphones back on and rewound the CD and prepared to go back to some campfire discussion and a big warm dog curled beside me.
And I waited. And I tried. And . . . nothing.
I tried for a whole hour. Kept looking at the clock, then closing my eyes again and trying some more. Which might have been the problem—I wasn’t in that relaxed, meditative brain-wave state like before. If I had a vibration, it was an agitated one—not the kind that had broken me past the barrier before.
Or maybe, I thought, Halli had moved on. She wasn’t sitting there trying to reach me—or reach her grandmother—like before. Maybe it really was a two-way connection, and unless we were both exactly set up to match our vibrations, it wasn’t going to work.
Which was SO frustrating. I couldn’t get her a message, like, “Hey, turn on your brain at 2:00 this afternoon—meet you back at the cliff.” I had no way of letting her know when or if I was back in my meditative groove. So I’d just have to use the same trial-and-error as before—putting myself in the right frame of mind as often as possible, and hoping one of those times worked.
For now, the best I could do was sit down and write up my notes about everything that had happened.
Because if I ever ended up there again, I was going to need to ask a lot of questions.