SEBASTIAN
Was I a creep for always staring at her? Was I a stalker for always being where she was even at night?
Yes. Maybe.
But that was my wife. And it didn’t matter if we were divorced officially or not. She was still my wife. I had messed up big time, sure. But she wasn’t even giving me the chance to speak with her.
And the disdain in her eyes when she did see me, it was enough to kill me. I’m sorry. Became the song of the month for me anytime that I laid eyes on her.
I messed up pretty badly. And it wasn’t until I took her life, saw it leave her body before I realized that she was gone. And that I had lost her.
Why did it have to take me this long to realize that I f*****g loved her but I was too much of an asshole to have realized that I lost my mate.
I should have mated
