Saved by my Alpha Mates

Lillian’s POV  (Trigger chapter)  Hidden under my bed, all I can hear is my heavy breathing and foot steps in the hall. My room is dark as night and I pray to the Goddess that I’m not found. I know what will happen if I am and I can’t take another sleepless night due to the pain. I hear the footsteps getting closer to my door and the light shift under it telling me my pleading has gone unanswered. The turn of the door knob and the creak of the door as it opens are now mixed with the sounds of my breathing. I close my eyes in preparation for what’s to come when I feel the shift in the air as a large muscular arm grabs me from under the bed. A scream is lost in my throat as I gasp for air knowing my screams will only anger him more and will not save me. With my eyes still closed I hear my Alpha whisper in my ear  “ You ungrateful piece of s**t, you thought you could hide from me!” While he raises his hand and back hands me across the face. I  feel the beginning of a bruise and know this is just the beginning as he throws me onto the bed and pulls back his fist. As it’s makes contact with my face I bolt up in bed covered in sweat, taking deep breaths trying to calm my racing heart after one of my nightmares from my childhood. I look over at the clock on the floor by my bed, if you can call a old dirty  mattress on the floor a bed. It’s just after five in the morning and with a sigh I realize I have I get up and ready for my day. My name is Lillian Moonstone and I live at the park house of Stone River Pack. I have been an orphan for a long as I can remember and was moved to the park house after my family died.  I don’t remember my parents, my life has only been pain. After the Alpha moved me into the park house I realized the pain of losing my parents wasn’t the only pain I would feel. I didn’t know why everyone hates me and I still don’t, all I know is to try and keep my head down and complete my work as quickly as possible. As I look around my room in the attic I realize I need to wash two of the three pair of close I have. I pick up my bathroom items that I carry in a plastic bag since I can’t keep anything in the park house  bathroom’s and make my way there quickly. Sighing as the warm water from the shower cascades down my curvy breasts, flat stomach and round ass I allow myself to dream about the day I can meet my a Mate. I dream of his strong hands following the same path as the water and only making me feel pleasure not pain. I shake my head to remove the thoughts as I realize I have been in here for five minutes already and I must hurry so I’m not seen. Washing and dressing quickly I leave the bathroom in ten minutes and make it back to my room to store my things. It’s now about 5:45am and I need to be down in the kitchen by six to start breakfast for the pack. Knowing I can’t be late I rush down stairs while putting my apron in place and my long wavy chestnut brown hair in a ponytail at the top of my head. Making it into the kitchen I set to work preparing breakfast and thinking to myself that today will be the same as all the others,  long and painful.  As I’m almost done with preparing breakfast I hear foot steps coming down the hall with laughter and I stiffen in hopes that they will just move passed the to the dining hall. I wasn’t lucky this morning as I hear a high pitched voice that hurt my ears, laugh and say  “ Look who it is” as she snarled and flipped her dull blonde hair. “ Jordan can’t you do anything about this thing! She is killing my appetite and happy mood with her disgusting face!” Said Lauren, girlfriend to Jordan the Alpha’s son and the leader of the group that tortures me during the day while the Alpha controls my nights. I hunch over the sink and try to make myself as small as possible in hopes that I will soon be invisible.  I’m not that lucky, I heard the rest of there group snicker as I hear footsteps then feel a intense pain when my head is pulled back by my hair.  Jordan growls at me before yelling, “ Why are you still in here ! You should be done with breakfast and now cleaning my room!”  He raises his hand to slap me across my face and as I whisper he pulls back his fist to punch me in the stomach. I know it’s now with his full force but still enough to have me gasping for air as I fall over onto the floor. I glance up to see Brad, Jordan’s Beta and best friend walk over to me and kick me in the stomach as the others laugh at me balled up on the floor, except for Eric the future Gamma of the pack. Eric is the only person in the pack who doesn’t treat me like s**t, he doesn’t help me but he doesn’t add to my horrible life.  Lost in my head I didn’t respond to Jordan and it makes him even more angry as he spits onto my face while telling me to get out of his sight and start cleaning the house since there were to be other Alphas in the pack house today for an important meeting.  Jumping to my feet I run from the kitchen to my attic room which also holds all the cleaning supplies to get started on the cleaning. I just hope I do a good enough job so that the Alpha doesn’t ask me to his office later as I know only bad things can come of that.  You must be thinking to yourself how pathetic my life is and why don’t I just run away. Well I just turned 18 and I was hoping I would find my Mate and he would take me away from here but it has been 6 months and still no Mate. Werewolf’s don’t last long on their own and someone as week as me would be dead in a day. without a pack a Werewolf becomes a Rouge, a lone wolf to fend for themselves and live in exile. I have lived my whole life this way and don’t remember anything else. I just pray to the Goddess every night to find my fated Mate and my life will be happy, sometimes I get a warm feeling like she hears me. Then it’s gone and I’m back in the nightmare and I remember who would want me as a Mate. I'm weak or so everyone tells me because you are supposed to shift and gain your wolf at 18 but on my birthday my wolf never came. I cried myself to sleep that night after the Alpha beat me for being weak and useless.  I have been cleaning for a few hours when I get mind-link from the Alpha asking me to go into his office  and my breathing becomes quickened and my heart is beating so fast I’m surprised it’s still in my chest. I knock on the Alpha’s door before I hear him say enter, I walk in with my head hung down towards the floor. After a few minutes Alpha Malcom looks at me while standing from his chair and walking to the front of his desk to sit on the edge.  “Look at me “ he says while running his index finger over is lips while his tongue darts out,  “ I heard you were slacking on your tasks this morning from my son, what do you have to say for yourself?”.  I know to keep my mouth shut even though he has asked me a question because no matter what I say I know there will be no escaping what comes next. Alpha Malcolm shifts into a wide stance with his arms crossed over his chest and beckons me forward.  Taking a few small steps in hopes that I won’t have to get to close but he keeps beckoning me to step closer. When I’m right in front of him I glance up to see lust in his eyes as he says,  “ How many times must I teach you a lesson about the importance of completing work on time hum, some times I think you like the lessons I teach and that is why you do not do as I ask”.  He reaches forward and pulls my head back by my chestnut brown wavy hair so that I’m looking in his eyes when he says his nexts words,  “ On your knees now!” I kneel with shaky legs  “ Look at me you disgusting w***e!”  I look into his lust filled eyes and see anger as well. Trying to remain as still as possible as not to angry him more, Alpha speaks again with a hiss,  “ Take off my belt and unzip my pants, my c**k is hard at steel and needs to be in your mouth in 30 seconds or I will put it somewhere else and I won’t be gentle”.  I do as he asks with shaking hands which he doesn’t like so he slaps me across the face in the same place his son did and I know there will be a bruise within seconds. Once his c**k is free from his pants he pulls my month toward him and hits me across the face with his large hard c**k that is already oozing pre-c*m that he smears across my face.  “ Look at me Lillian, I want to see your eyes as you chock on my hard c**k” while he thrusts violently,  “ Your just my little w***e aren’t you, taking your Alpha’s c**k like the c*m slut you are”.  His thrust get more violent as tears run down my face and mix with the spit that is running down my chin. His pace quickens as his hold on my head tightens and I know he’s close,  “ Your going to take my c*m like a good little c*m slut as I shoot my thick c*m down your disgusting throat, your going to milk every last drop and thank me for it!”  I feel the pressure as his c*m hits the back of my throat as he holds my face to his flesh making me gag on his c**k. He pulls out of my mouth as he looks down at me with a smirk and says,  “ Open your mouth and stick out your tongue I want to make sure you swallowed all my c*m, then thank me for allowing you to have my c*m pumped into your stomach ”.  After I open my mouth for him he smiles at me and I quietly say  “ Thank you for pumping your c*m into my stomach Alpha “,  with a curt nod he tells me to lick his c**k clean to get my disgusting juices off him. I do as he asks with tears in my eyes, once I finish and put his c**k back in his pants I look at the ground still kneeling in front of him. Alpha Malcolm grunts and pulls me to my feet while bringing my body flush with his. All I want is to scream, fight and run out of this room and clean myself under boiling water but I stand frozen in place. Alpha starts to run his hands over my big round t**s and my plump ass while pulling me onto his already hard c**k. Alpha Malcolm begins to speak again as I keep my eyes closed,  “ Maybe tonight I will visit you in your room like old times, only this time your 18 and ready to take my hard c**k in the wet tight untouched p***y “ I can hear the smirk in his voice.  As he puts his hand up my shirt and the other works it way towards my p***y there is a knock on the door. He growl out what to the one at the door disturbing his fun. A Warrior  speaks up letting him know it is 30 minutes till the arrival of the visiting Alphas. Wish sigh he removes his hands and tell the Warrior to tell boarder patrol to be ready. Alpha looks at me and tells me,  “ Prepare some lunch and bring it to the conference room, don’t clean your face or brush your hair I want everyone to know that your nothing but a w***e who is only good for drinking my c*m” with that I run out of the room with tears running down my face to do what the Alpha asks.  I prepared a large lunch because I was told there would be ten Alphas from other packs attending this meeting today. I was thankful that I didn’t see Jordan or any of his friends while making lunch, I still felt so dirty and used. The assaults have increased in form after I turned 18 six months ago. When I was younger he would just come into the room and beat and touch me. The first time after my 18th birthday he made me kneel before him was when I broke a glass in the kitchen doing dishes after dinner. I knew other members could tell what he was doing to me but I don’t think they cared enough to say anything, not that they would go against the Alpha. I was bringing lunch into the conference room and placing it on a buffet table in hopes to make my escape before the others started to arrive. I start to hear footsteps coming down the hall and voices grow louder, I push myself into the far corner by the buffet table and look towards the floor while yelling at myself in my head about why didn’t I move faster. I hear my Alphas voice as he enters the room talking to another Alpha until he realizes I’m still in the room. From across the room he yells at me,  “Why are you still in here you ungrateful b***h! You should have finished your work before my guest arrived”.  I look up at him from under my eyelashes to see how angry he is when I catch the sent of fresh rain and forest. My eyes dart to the men behind my Alpha who tower over the rest of the Alphas at 6’7 , they both have the most beautiful raven black hair with piercing green eyes, when I make eye contact with them a shiver runs up my spine and I feel a pressure in my head that i can't describe. The two Alphas look at me with blank expressions and I feel my heart beat faster but not from fear, but something else. I hear the whisper from them both at the same time and my heart stops, Mate.