Chasing My Dreams

Chapter 3 (Chelsea)

(Dreaming)

I am sitting on the beach. It doesn't appear to be the Ocean though, the sand feels different and i dont smell the typical salt smell. It smells fresh. The smell I've felt like I longed for my entire life. I feel peace. The sun is setting it feels a bit cooler out than Florida, but refreshing almost. As I lay against a small hill of sorts I hear people laughing and giggling in what appears to be a wooded area along the beach. It's a couple yards off the beach but I can smell a bon fire and hear lots of people. I become curious and decide to go take a peek. I am walking through the woods as I can begin to see the bon fire in the distance I pick up an unusal smell - it smells likes blackberries and rain - in a masculine way. My heart begins to ache and burn and I cant figure out what is happening to me. My subcontious relaizes that i am clearly dreaming so I figure this must be my action of love at first sight (Hallmark movie style) in a dreamlike state.

I can't seem to see who the smell belongs to, but I am peering at the group of people as I hide within the tree line. They are all drinking and having a great time, when someone comands everyone to stop. I hear someone say, "Alpha Declan, what? What is it, is there trouble?" I see the man they called Alpha look towards my direction through the woodline. He sniffs the air, and suddenly I feel that sharp ping in my chest again it almost takes me to the ground. He looks over and tells everyone to continue what they were doing, false alarm. I lay on the ground grabbing my chest, I glance through the bushes and the alpha man is coming toward me.

"I can smell you, please I need to see your face. I've been dreaming about you for years now please, I know you are out there," he begs. I panic, this is the most realist dream I have ever had in my life. I can feel his warmth, I can sense his desire. Its making me feel things I've never felt in my entire life. He comes up to the bush that I'm hiding behind, I can see his figure now clearly from behind. He is tall, strong and holds a very dominat posture. Why is he looking for me, why does he smell so good? Is that some type of colgne and I've never smelled anything during dreams before... this is so weird! He begins to turn around and I am about to see this handsome shadow figure when my eyes open and I am awake on the floor of my bedroom.

This is the third time this week that I've found myself on my bedroom floor after a nights sleep, drenched in sweat and feeling beyond ill. I look at my phone its 3pm. WHAT? I slept that long? I must really not feel well. I look at my phone and have 1 text from Jen: "Please, try and stay in bed I know this seems strange because I am not home taking care of you, but please understand I am doing everything I can to get back to you. Please Chels stay in bed I will be home soon."

How does she know I don't feel good? Come to think of it, how did Sven know... how was he in my head. Wait, that dream. I can't even keep my focus on one topic. I swear I am losing my mind. If a medical professional saw me right now the evaluation would end with me being put on ADD meds because I cannot keep my thoughts straight. This must be the fevers, I've been taking my temp and it's been over 100 almost daily. Tylenol is not even breaking it. On top of not feeling well, I've felt desire I haven't felt before on top of everything. I desperatly want to find a man suddenly which is beyond strange.

I decide to watch some Game of Thrones and relax in my bed. Since 3pm I've thrown up twice and cant seem to shake this sickness. I got another text that says Jen should be home tomorrow morning, which excites me! To kick this illness to the curb I decide to sleep it off more before she comes home so hopefully I feel better to try and figure out what is going on with our life.

Before laying down I open the window to have the breeze relax me and help me sleep. Its been almost a week since my sister left to find answers. It's been a week since I started feeling off/ill of sorts - if someone saw me they might think I was pregnant, I laugh at myself - one would need to have s*x for that to happen. Ha.

I finally fall asleep with the last thing I see before dozing off his my phone stating 10:04pm.

(Dreaming)

I can hear people outside my window whispering.

"This has to be her house, it has to be. Everything in my body is telling me this is where she is. Nate, I can sense it," someone states. "Okay, Dec if this is her house what are you going to do? Just go ring the doorbell and ask to speak with the love of your life? Is she even one of us? I mean, how are you sure" Someone says to Dec.

Okay, so 2 guys outside my window. 1 being Dec - the Alpha from the dream last night. Ahh, so maybe I will get to see his face.

"Nate, you are my beta - trust me I know," Declan says. "Yes, and Declan you are my alpha but come on man we have a small pack there is no way that your mate lived all the way down here in Florida. You know I would follow you anywhere man, but this, this is insane," Nate says.

I appear to be having some sort of out of body experience because I am seeing them as well as myself in bed. Declan looks stunned almost for a second. He sniffs the air and looks up to my window, "Nate, her window is open she is in there. Nate - my mate is in there," He says proudly. I watch as Declan (who I have yet to see his face - just his figure and mostly darken because of the night) climbs up the tree as if it were nothing to peer in through my window. Creepy dude. Come on.

I see something though, I look at myself in bed and notice myself becoming electrified by his prescence. That is my real self in there, and she on the bed can sense him outside. I hear words from my mouth escape in bed, "Mate." Declan just stares at me through the window his chest heaving up and down clearly at torture with himself. I hear him say, "Mate."

He climbs down, "Nate, its her. Thats my girl," he says.

Thats when I notice, my body reacts to him leaving the area by me. Then i see me, Piercing pain across the face of my own. My body is contorting and my body sweating through my clothes into my bedding.

Nate looks over at Declan, "Declan, it sounds bad. If she sees you this could be bad. If someone sees us, this could be bad." Declan says no, "I wont give up on her, she needs me more than she will ever need me."

Declan climbs into my bedroom - and puts a hand on my chest... it relaxes my body.

He begins to sing,

"3 a.m., she'll call you up when she's lonely

She'll just drive, without a clue where she's goin'

She'll try to tell a joke, and get the punch line wrong

Forget all the words, to her own forget song

And when she walks into the room, she'll set it alight

And she'll always be on your side........"

I sudenly cant hear him for a moment but he picks up again.

"Boy you could try, just know you won't ever get enough

She's gonna set you on fire

She's gonna light up your midnight

And if you get to hold her, don't ever let her go

She's something like a sunset, turning everything to gold

That's just the way that she loves"

He has a voice of an angel and singing a song from one of my favorite artists Tyler Hilton. My body becomes calm. He appears to be happy, he gently kisses my temple and whispers in my ear - "I will find you, I'll be seeing you."

He climbs back through the window and exits.

My body lay limp on the floor in a puddle of sweat but at rest.