This hyper awareness of ourselves going on between Jonathan and I has been growing for a while now but we have been trying to pretend as if nothing is happening. Or I have but when it comes to Jonathan I can't really tell. Yeah, I have noticed him giving me looks most of the time especially when he thinks I am not looking but as soon as I look in his direction he turns away.
While Jonathan moved us through the crowd, I tightened my hands in his. I don't know why I did. Maybe I was sort off trying to communicate to him that I was also aware of what is happening or that I did it cause I love the warmth feel of his palms engulfing mine but all the same I saw Jonathan lips move into a closed lip smile at my little action.
We walked into the kitchen. There were some people in there, most of t
