Jason A loser, that was what I thought of myself. I was useless. Worthless. It was so damn close. I could bring my team to victory yet because of me, we lost. I failed to bring my team to represent the city. What a f*****g failure I was. “Jason?” I heard my sister as I lifted my head to look behind my shoulder, at Cathy standing behind me. Her stunning blue eyes, the same eyes as mine, the gems we received from our mother, the orbs that were loved by many people including me. But right now, I hated them. She came closer. I knew she wanted to comfort me. She knew how basketball was like my light in my dark world. Although she had no idea how twisted my world was. All she knew was how kind and gentle her brother was. She never knew the monster underneath the mask. “You did a great job,