Waking up , I felt kind of out of it. Like it took me forever to gain consciousness back. My muscles felt sore as I stretched , but at first I couldn't remember why. Then it all ran through my mind like a rollercoaster at top speed. Every touch , every work , every feeling and the pleasure. I bolted up right and found myself on a make-shift bed in my bedroom. Looking around, there was no one else there with me. Pushing back the blanket , I scrambled to my feet and ran out of my room and searched all of the rooms in the apartment and found them all empty. Looking around my living room, the wine glass still lay on the floor where I dropped it. The pizza box was there and so was the robe I discarded. I felt myself deflate , he wasn't here. I mean, deep down I think I knew he wouldn't be. Bu